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🎧 [Intro – Distant sirens + Synth Pulse]
(Spoken in a cold whisper):
"Even when I smile, I’m looking for exits. I’ve never been safe here."
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🎤 [Verse 1 – Rap/Sung Blend, Paranoid Tone]
🎵
Used to call it love — now it’s a trigger
Eyes on my back, breath pulled thinner
House don’t feel like home no more
Every silence feel like a loaded door
Trust is dead, and I killed it first
Words cut deeper when you said ‘em hurt
Sleep with one eye, pain on loop
Your hugs feel like a noose in a suit
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🎤 [Chorus – Melodic Hook, Haunting Vocal Layers]
🎵
I’ve never been safe here, not in your arms
Not in your smile, not in false charms
You say "relax," but your tone’s a blade
I feel more hunted than I feel saved
I’ve never been safe here, not in this bed
The walls got eyes, and the lies I’ve bled
You call it love — I call it war
So I stay near exits, close to the floor
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🎤 [Verse 2 – Rap Verse, Sharp Cadence]
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You love the version that don’t exist
The quiet me, the softest twist
But I ain’t docile — I’ve been through flames
So when you scream "trust me," it ain’t the same
You say "forever" with a forked tongue
While texting secrets on someone else’s lungs
I ain’t a saint — but I ain’t fake
I just learned safety was my mistake
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🎤 [Bridge – Whispered/Distorted Vocal with Reverb FX]
🎵
If I flinch, it’s muscle memory
If I pause, it’s not serenity
I’ve been wired to check the door
'Cause peace don’t live here anymore
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🎤 [Final Chorus – Full Harmony, Echoing FX]
🎵
I’ve never been safe here, not in your arms
Not in your laugh, not in calm charms
You call it love — but it pulled a knife
I lived this long by reading lies
I’ve never been safe here, not in your light
Even your kisses don’t feel right
So I stay awake with my thoughts too near
You call this home…
But I live in fear
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🎤 [Outro – Fading Sirens + Low Synth Trail]
(Spoken low):
"I don’t want love that I have to survive."
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