Everyday I think of you with myself
I used your face to help me get out of my dark spells
But truth is, it dragged me deeper in hell
I wanna fix it but I can’t fix it, I can’t get it out
Taking so many things hoping I can fix it
Different colors of liquors and a xan yes I mix it
your perfect face and a no flawed person im so fixated on
Pill box full of xans that’s what I’m elevated on
You wanna break my heart and I wanna break yours baby let’s get it on
Baby life of drugs is never fun
My stomach aching I think I’m boutta throw up
Close my blinds I never wanna see the sun
Somethin wrong with me, I’m ichin everywhere I think I got a bug
To drunk to sit, so imma just stand while I sing this song
Sippin ultra jack and somethin I don’t know the name of
I hate that I think about you
I hate that I think about us with everything I do
Get your face outta my head space
Gotta my memories of us outta my place
I need to come to terms that I don’t want you
Even tho my brain telling me something else but i know it’s not ok
It’s not true
Demons haunt me everyday
I can’t even look at you
Ur stuck in my dreams, people tellin me it’ll all be ok
You not even here and look at the damage you do
Everyday I think of you with myself
I used your face to help me get out of my dark spells
But truth is, it dragged me deeper in hell
I wanna fix it but I can’t fix it, I can’t get it out
Taking so many things hoping I can fix it
Different colors of liquors and a xan yes I mix it
your perfect face and a no flawed person im so fixated on
Pill box full of xans that’s what I’m elevated on
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