(Hook)
I’ve been drowning in my feelings, can’t escape the tide,
Every smile that I fake got pain inside,
She don’t love me, I can see it in her eyes,
All these demons in my head, they never die.
(Verse 1)
Cold nights, I’ve been staring at the ceiling,
Broken heart but I act like I’m still healing,
Tell me lies, baby, tell me how you’re feeling,
Even though I know your love, it lost all meaning.
You said forever, but forever had an ending,
Now I’m stuck here, with the pieces you’ve been bending,
I give my trust, but my trust you keep on spending,
Now I’m empty, and this silence feels unending.
(Hook)
I’ve been drowning in my feelings, can’t escape the tide,
Every smile that I fake got pain inside,
She don’t love me, I can see it in her eyes,
All these demons in my head, they never die.
(Verse 2)
Late texts that I wish I never sent,
Memories of nights we never get again,
Told me “baby, you’re my lover, you’re my friend,”
Now I’m screaming at the walls, this ain’t the end.
Shadows in my room, I swear they call my name,
Tired of this cycle, it’s always the same,
I chase love, but it runs away in shame,
All this pressure on my chest, I’m not okay.
(Bridge)
I can’t hide my scars, I can’t fake my pain,
I don’t see the sun, I just feel the rain,
She won’t take my heart, she just takes my veins,
And I’m left with nothing, just a bleeding name.
(Hook)
I’ve been drowning in my feelings, can’t escape the tide,
Every smile that I fake got pain inside,
She don’t love me, I can see it in her eyes,
All these demons in my head, they never die.
(Outro)
Yeah, rejection is a drug, and I overdose,
Falling for the ones who hurt me most,
All these voices in my head, they do the most,
But I still pray for love like a dying ghost.
