[Verse]
Empty bottles on the floor, dreams catchin' dust
Big sis fell hard, reality tryna adjust
Could've been a shoulder, instead of playin' tough
Now I'm left with echoes, cold nights ain't enough
[Chorus]
Could've done differently, heart full of regret
Memories flood my mind, can't shake 'em, no reset
Every choice a shadow, followin' me tight
Big sis up in heaven, but I still fight
[Verse 2]
Late night parties, mind numbin’ haze
She called for a savior, I was lost in a daze
Should've been a brother, been there through the maze
Her cries now haunt me, all them wasted days
[Chorus]
Could've done differently, wish I saw the signs
Lost in my own world, blind to the lines
Heart heavy with sorrow, sleepless in the night
Big sis up in heaven, but I still fight
[Bridge]
Lookin' back in fragments, fractured past
Should've been the lifeline, steady and fast
Now I'm chasin' shadows, lesson too vast
Live life with purpose, never the outcast
[Chorus]
Could've done differently, heart full of regret
Memories flood my mind, can't shake 'em, no reset
Every choice a shadow, followin' me tight
Big sis up in heaven, but I still fight