I wish I didn't want to

🎙️ [Hook – Smooth & Slow]

I wish I didn’t want to

But I still feel you when you’re gone

I wish I didn’t want to

But you show up in every song

I wish I didn’t want to

But your laugh stays stuck in my skin

I wish I didn’t want to

'Cause every “no” still pulls me in

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🎤 [Verse 1 – Slow x Fast cadence]

I look at you like I’m fine

But my hand wants to trace your spine

Every inch, every breath, every second

Heartbeat jumps when your name gets mentioned

You laugh like it’s nothing real

But girl, you know how I feel

Every glance got weight, every word got heat

And I try to stay cool but I burn in my seat

You walk by like time don’t move

But your hips got a different groove

Pull me in, pull me back, then you don’t say a thing

But your silence still rings like a diamond ring

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🎙️ [Hook – Second Pass]

I wish I didn’t want to

But you linger when you leave

I wish I didn’t want to

But you’re in every breath I breathe

I wish I didn’t want to

But the line’s already crossed

I wish I didn’t want to

But I want you more than I should’ve lost

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🎤 [Verse 2 – Deeper Temptation, Same Cadence]

You say it’s nothing, I nod

But my eyes don’t follow God

They follow you, every move, every dress

Every line you cross got me feeling this mess

You fix your hair, I freeze

You walk by, I can't breathe

Every laugh you drop, every touch you fake

Got my body saying “go” while my head says “wait”

You sit close, but not close enough

And my heart ain’t built that tough

Every moment’s tight, every inch electric

And I swear I’m calm but my thoughts been hectic

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🔥 [Bridge – Fast Rap Burst]

I been calm, I been clean,

But this feeling ain't routine

You be sittin’ in my mind

Like a hook with a dirty gleam

I got rules, I got rings

But they fade when your eyes sing

And you never even touch me

Still my soul wanna pull strings

Every laugh is a landmine

Every stare is a new line

Every "what if" sits on my chest

Like I’m dyin’ for a rewind

Can’t breathe, can’t lie

Can’t tell you goodbye

'Cause I’m stuck in the middle

Of a want I deny

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🕯️ [Outro – Fade Out Repeat]

I wish I didn’t want to...

Still do...

Even now...

I wish I didn’t...

But I do...

I do...

I wish I didn’t want to...

(repeat softly ‘til silence)