Too Broken to Win

I don't drink coffee & I take my meds, but I’m still dragging my feet,

Clock says it’s midnight, but I can’t find the beat.

Chasing the sun, running circles in my mind,

I tell myself I’m fine, yeah, I tell myself I’m fine.

But the mirror don’t lie,

There’s shadows under my eyes.

I’m running on empty, no fuel in my veins,

Pushing through the fire, ignoring all the excruciating pain.

I’m a train off the tracks, a storm in the sky,

Three hours of sleep, then I’m back on the ride.

I’m not okay, no, I’m not okay.

Can't get it all done, I'm losing the game,

Every step feels heavier, every day looks the same.

It's a military mindset, but I'm too broken to win,

Fighting battles outside, while I’m losing within.

And the tears don’t show,

But they’re flooding below.

I’m running on empty, no fuel in my veins,

Pushing through the fire, ignoring all the excruciating pain.

I’m a train off the tracks, a storm in the sky,

Three hours of sleep, then I’m back on the ride.

I’m not okay, no, I’m not okay.