[Verse 1]
He lines up cereal bowls
Two spoons
Just in case
Tiny socks on the counter
He keeps your seat at your place
Draws suns on the fridge door
With your favorite blue
Every crayon in his fist
Still reaches out for you
[Verse 2]
Cartoons hum in the background
He talks like you’re right there
“Look
I didn’t spill this time”
Shows an empty chair
He wears your old keychain
On a shoelace round his neck
It taps his heart when he runs
Like you saying
“Don’t forget”
[Pre-Chorus]
They say
“She’s in a better place”
He stares at their mouths
Confused
‘Cause your better place
Was this cluttered room
And a boy in worn-out shoes
[Chorus]
Mama
They say you had to go
But they don’t see me by the door
Counting footsteps on the floor
(To get you home, to get you home)
Mama
They say you’re in the sky
So I keep asking it “But why?”
I’m too small to say goodbye
So I just whisper
“I’ll leave the light on”
[Verse 3]
He hides under your sweater
Breathing in the laundry soap
Tracing stains on the sleeves
Every mark a little hope
He keeps asking his father
“Did I make you cry too?”
‘Cause every time the man breaks
He thinks it’s something he did or didn’t do
[Pre-Chorus]
They bring him coloring books
Tell him
“Draw how you feel”
He fills the page up
With empty hands
A house that’s missing windowsills
[Chorus]
Mama
They say you had to go
But they don’t see me by the door
Counting footsteps on the floor
(To get you home, to get you home)
Mama
They say you’re in the sky
So I keep asking it “But why?”
I’m too small to say goodbye
So I just whisper
“I’ll leave the light on”
[Bridge]
[Soft
Almost spoken]
He keeps your phone on the table
Battery long since died
Still presses the black screen
Waiting for it to light
He saved your last “goodnight”
Replays it every day
Mouths your words with trembling lips
Like he can learn your voice that way
[Build]
First snow on the window
Your coat still on the stand
He draws a heart in the frost
Same size as his hand
At school
Kids make Mother’s Day cards
Glue and glitter in their hair
He folds his paper into a plane
Lets it vanish in the air (fly to you, fly to you)
[Chorus]
Mama
They say you had to go
But they don’t see me by the door
Counting footsteps on the floor
(To get you home, to get you home)
Mama
They say you’re in the sky
So I keep asking it “But why?”
I’m too small to say goodbye
So I just whisper
“I’ll leave the light on”
[Verse 4]
He’s taller in the mirror
But still sleeps on your side
Keeps the corner of your pillow
Tucked under his eyes
He learned how to tie his laces
From a video in your name
Watches it on repeat
Says
“Look
Mama
I’m the same”
[Pre-Chorus]
They say
“Time will heal this hurt”
He stares at the ticking hands
If time can fix
What it never met
Why can’t it bring you back again?
[Chorus]
Mama
They say you had to go
But they don’t see me by the door
Counting footsteps on the floor
(To get you home, to get you home)
Mama
They say you’re in the sky
So I keep asking it “But why?”
I’m too small to say goodbye
So I just whisper
“I’ll leave the light on”
[Final Chorus]
Mama
Can you hear me now? (hear me now)
I’m still that boy in hand-me-downs
Talking to an empty