To leave or to stay

Verse 1:

I don't know where I stand anymore,

I don't know who I am anymore,

Others see me one way,

I see myself differently, that's just how it is.

I feel completely lost,

In a labyrinth with no way out,

My thoughts are all jumbled,

Like a sky too heavy to move forward.

Pre-chorus:

I smile to pretend,

But inside everything trembles slowly,

I walk without knowing why,

Or really where my steps are leading.

Chorus:

My feelings are mixed up,

Between leaving or staying,

My heart wavers, unsettles,

I can no longer decide.

Maybe one day I'll be able to say,

All that I keep hidden, all that tears me apart,

Between leaving… or staying.

Verse 2:

Every day I fight battles,

Silent, just for myself,

Wounds that no one sees,

But that follow me step by step.

I carry a weight on my chest,

Words trapped, tears on display,

I wish I could tell my story,

Without fear of judgment.

Bridge:

Perhaps one day everything will be clearer,

When I dare to put down my verses,

To speak the truth without hesitation,

Even if it hurts, even if it shakes me.

Chorus (final):

My feelings are mixed up,

Between leaving or staying,

I'm looking for a sign, a chance,

A place to breathe.

Perhaps one day I'll manage to speak,

My wounds and my daily struggles,

Then perhaps everything will be simpler…

Or at least a little clearer.

Outro:

I no longer know where I stand,

But I keep moving forward, despite the night.