Verse 1:
I don't know where I stand anymore,
I don't know who I am anymore,
Others see me one way,
I see myself differently, that's just how it is.
I feel completely lost,
In a labyrinth with no way out,
My thoughts are all jumbled,
Like a sky too heavy to move forward.
Pre-chorus:
I smile to pretend,
But inside everything trembles slowly,
I walk without knowing why,
Or really where my steps are leading.
Chorus:
My feelings are mixed up,
Between leaving or staying,
My heart wavers, unsettles,
I can no longer decide.
Maybe one day I'll be able to say,
All that I keep hidden, all that tears me apart,
Between leaving… or staying.
Verse 2:
Every day I fight battles,
Silent, just for myself,
Wounds that no one sees,
But that follow me step by step.
I carry a weight on my chest,
Words trapped, tears on display,
I wish I could tell my story,
Without fear of judgment.
Bridge:
Perhaps one day everything will be clearer,
When I dare to put down my verses,
To speak the truth without hesitation,
Even if it hurts, even if it shakes me.
Chorus (final):
My feelings are mixed up,
Between leaving or staying,
I'm looking for a sign, a chance,
A place to breathe.
Perhaps one day I'll manage to speak,
My wounds and my daily struggles,
Then perhaps everything will be simpler…
Or at least a little clearer.
Outro:
I no longer know where I stand,
But I keep moving forward, despite the night.