Paperthin

You completely wore off out of me
I am a paper sheet bending, so weak
I wish I didn't feel this fucking empty 
Like Superman with no sunlit

I feel so low 
Like a dirty cloth, you mopped all over the floor
While undoing my protests
You undressed me deeply 
Wish it hadn't been so easy 

And I am so ashamed 
Of how could I lost my ridiculous senses
It all went away
My so beloved restrains
That once protected me from everything 

I wasn't walking
I was barely touching the ground
Make me hate my body
After making me feel so confident
Got me wishing
I could dig a hole and vanish away
To escape men
Dancing around me like a bunch of snakes

There was never a time when 
I most loved and hated myself 
Spreading my wings, like a black swan
Because I saw who I could be
But could I really?
If that was not the real you
Then maybe
That wasn't really me

And I am so ashamed 
Of how could I lost my ridiculous senses
It all went away
My so beloved restrains
That once protected me from everything 

I am finally empty,
and back in being 
just the same old me 
Think that's all I'll ever gonna be

Introspective Acoustic Folk with Raw Emotion and Gentle Guitar, female