Lost in the Process

Lost in the shadows, searching for light,

Where did the joy go, why can’t I fight?

Baby it’s me, I lose track of time,

Wrestling with demons, one step out of line.

These mirrors reflect all the battles I've fought,

But the scars on my heart will keep telling mine , can you tell in time ? My baby my Valentine , where do the thoughts pickup where I'm left off ,well tell in time .

The road that I'm walking, it twists and it bends,

Each burden I carry feels like it never ends.

Caught in the cycles of sorrow and shame,

No matter the distance, I’m still chasing pain.

I’m lost in the process, I can’t find my way,

Looking for answers that bury the gray.

The echoes of loss are too much for my soul,

Caught in a maze, but I’m digging for coal.

Waded through waters, just to feel numb,

These habits I cling to are making me dumb.

Each action I take, a step further down,

Weight of the silence, so heavy, it drowns.

Addiction to comfort when the world feels so cold,

Trying to find warmth in the stories I’ve told.

Can’t break the pattern, can’t find the sun,

A maze of despair, and I'm on the run.

I’m lost in the process, I can’t find my way,

Searching for solace that promises stay.

The echoes of loss are too much for my soul,

Stumbling through corridors looking for gold.

Is there a way out, or a key to my heart?

To break free from this prison that tears me apart?

With each passing moment, I’m losing control,

Reaching for pieces that fill up this hole , that just breaks the Next part

I’m lost in the process, but I’ll keep pushing through,

Grasping at hope, though the pain feels so true.

The shadows may linger, they’ve taken their toll,

But I’ll rise from the ashes, reclaiming my soul.

So baby it’s me, and I’m finding my voice,

Through the trials and pain, I will make the choice.

To step into light, let the darkness subside,

For I’m not just a victim; I’ll turn the tide.