Verse 1:
Sometimes I get stuck in my feelings when I get to reminiscing
Deep down, I wish it could be different
Even tho words were coming out of my mouth, you never listen
I can’t help but to blame myself, I should’ve trust my intuition
Cause you were fucking off by the minute
Then come back home and put the blame on me, make me think I’m tripping
I just wanted love but you don’t get it
If I wasn’t who you wanted you should’ve said that
5 years down the drain, time I can’t get back
Poured my all into fixing us, I wish I never did that
and when I say I hate you, just know I mean that
Hook:
Live in your truth and say exactly how you feel
Claim you real but can’t keep it real
Wanna lie and cheat then tell me how to feel
You living double lies
You telling her one thing then coming home to me
Nikka you out of pocket just stop it
Verse 2:
Have you ever had to leave your favorite nikka alone? That shit hurt me to my soul
I know you can’t stand to see me leaving me but baby I gotta go
All the cheating, all the lies, got these bitches feeling bold
My emotions taking over, got me doing things I can’t control
You wasn’t thinking of me when you was with them hoes,
You choosing hoes over your home
Gotta show you I love me more so I’m choosing to let go
Hook:
Live in your truth and say exactly how you feel (ohh oh)
Claim you real but can’t keep it real
Wanna lie and cheat then tell me how to feel (ohh)
You living double lies
You telling her one thing then coming home to me (ohh ouu)
Nikka you out of pocket just stop it (2x)
Bridge:
Prove me wrong every time why can’t I ever be right?
Feeling stupid behind you every time
Feeling silly every time
How could you look me in my face and tell me lie after lie
Oh
Damn I really loved your ass
Dropped everything when it came to you
Ain’t put nothing else above your ass (oh oh)
Stepping out on me, you know I trusted you
I told you everything
You knew me from the inside and out, you threw away everything (ohh oh )
Thought we’d build a family, we’d get married (me and you)
Can’t blame a girl for dreamin (ohh oh)
But now you free to do you
Hook:
Live in your truth and say exactly how you feel (ohh oh)
Claim you real but can’t keep it real
Wanna lie and cheat then tell me how to feel (ohh)
You living double lies
You telling her one thing then coming home to me (ohh ouu)
Nikka you out of pocket just stop it (2x)