Fake friend

He left me, I don’t know what to do,

I don’t know, I don’t know.

He should be by my side, but he’s not here,

he’s not here.

I feel like it’s my fault, but is it really?

I keep blaming myself, but maybe I don’t have to.

I’ve been drowning in these thoughts,

thinking I should go, I should go.

But what if I stayed,

what if I tried to see something more?

I feel like a burden, but am I really?

I push people away, but maybe someone still cares.

I keep messing up, I keep falling,

but falling doesn’t mean the end.

Maybe I exist for a reason,

maybe I’m not just a mistake.

I’ve been drowning in these thoughts,

thinking I should go, I should go.

But what if I stayed,

what if I tried to see something more?

I want to disappear,

but what if tomorrow is different?

What if one day, I find a way

to feel okay again?

I’ve been drowning in these thoughts,

thinking I should go, I should go.

But what if I stayed,

what if I tried to see something more?

Maybe I’m not just a mistake,

maybe I’ll find my way.