I know I’ve been heavy, I’ve been in my head
Turning small moments into things I regret
You say you’ve been trying, I know that it’s true
But my mind keeps racing, and I’m losing you
(Pre-Chorus)
I don’t wanna fight you, I don’t wanna doubt
I just get scared when I feel you fade out
And I hate that it’s hurting you too
(Chorus)
I’m not against you, I’m just afraid
Of losing the love that we built every day
You’re not my enemy, you’re my home
I don’t wanna do this alone
If I pushed you away, I swear I didn’t mean to
I’m fighting my thoughts, not you
I’m still here, I still choose
Us… I still choose you
(Verse 2)
You say I keep asking like I don’t believe
But it’s not that simple when it’s hard to breathe
I’ve been chasing answers that don’t even exist
While you’ve been right here, and I’m sorry for this
(Pre-Chorus)
I see how it’s hurting, I see your side
Feels like no matter what, I don’t let it slide
But I’m trying to learn how to trust
(Chorus)
I’m not against you, I’m just afraid
Of losing the love that we built every day
You’re not my enemy, you’re my home
I don’t wanna do this alone
If I pushed you away, I swear I didn’t mean to
I’m fighting my thoughts, not you
I’m still here, I still choose
Us… I still choose you
(Bridge)
I don’t need perfection, I just need your hand
Tell me we’re okay, help me understand
And I’ll meet you halfway, I’ll do my part
I don’t wanna break what we are
(Final Chorus)
I’m not against you, I’m on your side
I just need help calming what’s in my mind
You’re still my forever, my truth
I don’t wanna lose you
No more walls, no more guessing games
Let’s find our way back through the pain
I’m still here, I still choose
Us… I still choose you
(Outro)
I’m not giving up, I’m not walking away
I just needed you to hear me say…
I love you.