I'm...

"Hey...

Yo..."

[Verse]
I'm not your savior
I never said I was gonna be
Honestly, I dont know why you even like me

I failed at everything, Except for the motherfucking lazy things that I thought were gonna be easy

And you ask me how to write like me
But you never had a life like me
Did you fight like me?
I dont know, but you best believe
you dont want to be...

Fucking drunk, hating everything about me
Looking in the mirror, and dont recognize who I see
And these lyrics come from the fucking pain I can't release
The shit deep down thats been destroying me
Eating me
But it's also controlling
Building up the piece of shit I think I'm supposed to be

[Chorus]
I Can't get up
I've seen too much
got played so much
And I'm 
wondering if its ever gonna be enough

*digital phone dialing*
"Hey man, I was wondering if you had that twenty bucks I~"
*phone clicks and dial tone*

[Verse]
Ive been down, I'm still down
I'm nothing special,
If you were close to me you'd swear I'm fuckin' mental.
I'm just trying to scream into the nothing for something to make sense,
But thats all that I am

I don't have have all the answers
And the motherfucker feels like its growing like cancer
And if you want me to provide more than a good time?

"Well..."

I don't know that I'm capable
And this feeling is feeling like it has no god damn soul 
And sometimes I wish you'd let it go


[Chorus]
I Can't get up
I've seen too much
got played so much
And I'm wondering
 if its ever gonna be enough

[Verse]
I never had support from my so-called family
But I guess it just comes with the territory
I just wanna be seen
But I dont, though 
I wanna just fuckin' express myself, before I off myself!

Yeah...

"Still want to be me?
 You're fuckin' crazy..."

[Chorus]
I Can't get up
I've seen too much
got played so much
And I'm wondering
 if its ever gonna be enough

3 min of angry 8 Mike Detroit freestyle Rap, angry Male, contrasting comedic theme, cuts away to real life