I know

I know I failed to be the best at this

Remembering is half of it

I know I tried to make the best of it

Remembering the worst of this

I still exist

I never got what I wanted

I wanted you to be redeemed

I never thought that I haunted

The nightmares that you dreamed

Everything I fought for, I got it

But it was never how it seemed

I was...too blind to see you there

Too unkind to understand that I didn't care

I was trying to be me, but I was...lying just to believe

I know I failed to be the best at this

Remembering is half of it

I know I tried to make the best of it

Remembering the worst of this

I still exist

You never got what you wanted

You wanted me to be clean

I know that it took the strongest

Gesture from your heart and mind

Everything you fight for is worth fighting hard

Don't forget to hold the light on in the dark

Cuz I was too blind to see you there

I left you behind, It wasn't fair

You're not trying to be me

You're not dying just to believe

Before you go, please tell me how you feel

Just let me deserve you to be real

Because I already know I am trying to let you go

Im trying to let you heal to let you heal

So let's be real, I know

I failed to protect you, I'm so so sorry

I failed to let you know I know

(Final Chorus)

With all that said, I love you

With all that said, I will always love you