Closing my eyes
So I can’t see my own tears
Feel the salt
Welling up it stings
Try to swallow
Breathe in so deep
That I can’t take in any more air
As I gasp in suffocation
That deep breath halts the despair
And I want to come up for air
I want to come up to something there
Don’t want to be swimming
In this sea anymore
I want to be strong
Find somewhere I belong
Somewhere life is a song
I wake and my hands are tense
From throwing fists in my sleep
And I grit my teeth through another day
Trying not to weep
Where is that music to my ears?
That I never hear
All these years someone told me
It will get better but for me it’s all fear
Waiting to be set free
And I want to come up for air
I want to come up to something there
Don’t want to be swimming
In this sea anymore
I want to be strong
Find somewhere I belong
Somewhere life is a song
Another day gone by
Where I spent most of it wondering why
Frustrated trying to learn
Yet not a bit of it helps
Because I know it’s for you that I yearn
Can’t let you go and you can’t let me in
So I sit in the middle
Wearing into something thin
And I want to come up for air
I want to come up to something there
Don’t want to be swimming
In this sea anymore
I want to be strong
Find somewhere I belong
Somewhere life is a song