I love you

Once a poun a time 
Back in twenty o three
the year we where were free 
We was laughing,playing, for real being  happy dreaming of what we could be 
Our future was lookin bright 
Im sorry for all the fights
Its a sibling thing just know 
 if you need me ill drop everything 

Now you're behind bars, and I’m left with these scars 
Praying for a sign, trying to ease the pain did you hear me when i cried on you sholder shaking and  begging for you to stay with me 

Time's moving slow, and my hope’s fading 
Suffering in silence no one in my life stays 
death knows me by name she says see you again it shouldn’t be this way only 25 years left  I’m counting the days i don’t think I’m going to stay 

I might of not been the best little brother 
Missing you Since that day ive done nothing but change watching every one stay the same i should of said i love you more often scared ill be forgotten right now im rotting while you seem to be thriving

Until the day we reunite, I carry this pain
Longing for a moment to heal and regain
Remember our bond, don’t let it break
Someday, I believe, we’ll find our way back again Hold on, sister, don’t drift away i I beg once upon a Time 
Ps. I done everything   all that i could  do not my fault you chose the road you chose i love you your the only one who’s gets me we are the same why did you do me this way I’ll try to got give you you mean everything to me nothing was easy  after you did the the drug influenced rampage i love either way 
This is my ily way i can talk to you 

Sad lofi heavy base, female 
Make the person feel absolute sadness