My Girls 8

When I was young, I never thought that love could hurt so bad. I was just 5 when my lil sister passed. A broken heart, everything around me was falling apart. I didn't understand, the tears, the pain, why was I feeling the shame. I lost myself when I took all the blame. Silently, my soul was screaming, no one was listening, could they hear me?, see me? I went unnoticed til it was time, time to be used, accused, and sadly abused. No one asked or cared to hear some words of a child that would be so intense, the doctors, cops, and ladies, passed, never did they acknowledged my existence. I couldn't breathe, feelings of suffocating, day after day that turned into years. My lil mind that was once available, had been broken with evil that would sit at the table.

I never knew that love would hurt so bad. Hurt so bad, so bad.

I miss you Hazel Heidi.

I miss you,

I love you Hazel Heidi.

I love you,

I miss you, I love you..

Hurt so bad, so bad..

so bad, hurt so bad.

Evil, you can run but you can't hide.

Your day will come, when you're faced with the One, who will retrace.

Evil, you can run but you can't hide... Can't hide. No you can't hide..

Your day will come when you're faced with the one who might show you grace.

You can run but you can't hide, can't hide, can't hide..

You can run but you can't hide..

I never thought that love would hurt so bad... So bad.

I love you my sweet Angel..