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[Verse 1]
I wake up choking on the same dream again
Fists in the sheets, teeth in my skin
There’s a hallway in my head that never ends
Every door leads back to this bed
Cold sweat, wide eyes
I’m buried awake
Every second drips heavier
How much more can I take?

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[Pre-Chorus]
My thoughts keep circling the drain
I try to scream but nothing breaks
If this is living, tell me how
I’ve been underwater since the sound went out

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[Chorus]
DROWNING IN MY HEAD
I’M STILL HERE, I’M STILL AWAKE
I’M NOT FALLING APART
I’M JUST SINKING EVERY DAY

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[Verse 2]
I’ve seen the corpse of my own mother
I was standing there, I couldn’t move
Her skin was cold, her eyes were open
And there was nothing I could do

There was no warning, no last sentence
No meaning hiding in the scene
Just a room that wouldn’t move
And the sound of me trying to breathe

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[Pre-Chorus 2]
My pulse is pounding in my ears
Like a threat I never hear
I keep swallowing the pain
Calling it rest, calling it safe

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[Chorus]
DROWNING IN MY HEAD
AND I CAN’T SLOW IT DOWN
EVERY THOUGHT COMES HEAVY
AND IT WON’T LET ME OUT

DROWNING IN MY HEAD
I’M STILL HERE, I’M STILL AWAKE
I’M NOT FALLING APART
I’M JUST SINKING EVERY DAY

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[Breakdown]
LET ME OUT OF MY HEAD
LET ME OUT OF THIS SKIN
EVERY THOUGHT IS A WEIGHT
EVERY BREATH CAVES IN

I CAN’T TELL WHERE I END
AND THE PANIC BEGINS
I’M NOT SCARED OF THE END
I’M SCARED THIS NEVER ENDS

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[Bridge]
There was no warning, no last sentence
No meaning hiding in the scene
Just the start of everything breaking
And me standing there

Between before and after
Between who I was and what’s left
Between holding it together
And learning how to live with this

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[Final Chorus]
I’M DROWNING IN MY HEAD
AND IT WON’T LET ME GO
EVERY NIGHT I TREAD
WATER DEEPER THAN BEFORE

I’M NOT DEAD YET
BUT I’M WEARING THIN
I’M STILL STANDING HERE
SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

Emotional, Post-hardcore, male