Grandma i still see you.
You grew up slèeping behind pianos and taught me to play without fear.
How to put paint down. How to work by ear.
Gave me love when i was scared.
Dolores
I adore you you were glorius.
It was like yeaterday we were walking theough the forest.
You showed me that even when your the poorest.
You can create memories that flourish.
Our connection was rare.
Whatever i am going through i know your there.
Nothing compares.
That disease took you from us.
Dolores.
Towards the end that wasnt you.
The demtia grew.
We could still connect through music.
Through those withered and tired eyes.
I coukd still see the human that lived inside.
And we had to watch you die.
Thank you. For giving me life.
dolores.
Thank you for all the love you showed us.
So this.
Song is for you.
I dont know why.
i walked next to the river and heard your voice.
And it made me cry.
And i knew than and there you were still alive.
Its hard when there isnt a choice.
A painter a poet, photographer, claranet player, a sister a mother, a grandmother and a best friend.
You always gave us wonderment.
I bet you felt terrible and anxiouse
Livinging inside the jail of your own mind.
Not being able to remeber who you are
Not being able to remeber where you are
Having your identity stripped from you.
But the love remained constant.
Even when.
Things turn to peices. You could bring that relief in.
But that is what living through radical forgivness
Everythings going to shift.
And it happens in an instant.
Dori
Without you. I wouldnt have a piano to go to.
The smell of home. Old classics on the radio.
While you turn leftovers into gold.
That desies took the memories away.
Watching you forget me.
This song is to say
Your memories are never gone.
They live through me.
And they live on through everything
They live on through everytime i touch a paint brush.
When i cry for you
Its because i am so proud the time i got to share with you.
It was good to see you lift off.
And become the angel that you were.
Grandma dori.
I am fortunate enough to be part of your story.
You are always with us.
Your family loves you.
Deep through the desiese
You just wanted to go home.
And now i know what you meant.
Go back to the loving woman i always knew.
And it wasnt your fault.
I hold our love deep in a vault.
Remember this. The efforrtlessness.
Cause i never forgot.
Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Watching you forget me.
dolores.
Thank you for all the love you showed us.
So this.
Song is for you.
I dont k ow why.
But i walked next to the river and heard your voice.
And it made me cry.
And i knew than and there you were still alive.
Watching you forget me.
We love you.
We will never forget you.
[Final Chorus]
BURDEN
