[Verse 1]
I’ve been sleeping in my armor
Rust on all the edges
Curtains glued to daylight
Mold inside my head
Same four walls accusing
“Get up” but I never did
Coffee cold on the table
Whole year gone
I never lived
[Chorus]
But I feel it now
The static breaking
Pull me into color
I’m done with the gray
I thought I was finished
But my hands are shaking
Like something in me’s crawling out of the grave
I’m not okay
I’m getting better
I’m not okay
I’m getting better
[Verse 2]
I scream into the shower steam
Watch the dirty water spin
Every scar on my reflection
Looks a little less like sin
Text my friends
“You still there?”
Hit send before I can erase
Laughter boiling through the speaker
Puts some blood back in my face (yeah)
[Chorus]
And I feel it now
The static breaking
Pull me into color
I’m done with the gray
I thought I was finished
But my hands are shaking
Like something in me’s crawling out of the grave
I’m not okay
I’m getting better
I’m not okay
I’m getting better
[Bridge]
I used to pray the sky would fall
Now I just want one more morning
I used to beg to feel nothing at all
Now every heartbeat’s a warning (keep going)
[Chorus]
’Cause I feel it now
The static breaking
Pull me into color
I’m done with the gray
I thought I was finished
But my hands are shaking
Like something in me’s crawling out of the grave
I’m not okay
I’m getting better
I’m not okay
I’m getting better (hey)
I’m getting better