[Verse 1]
Sun through the screen door
I still don't get up
Coffee's gone cold
In my chipped red cup
Bottle on the counter
Like a dirty joke
You said "you'll be fine"
But I ain't that folk
[Pre-Chorus]
Hands keep shaking
My mind won't sit still
Got that same old ache
And that same old will
I tell myself slow
I can climb out today
Then I hear that little lie
Calling me back to stay
[Chorus]
Just one more pill
One more lie
I keep on reaching
For a reason why
Just one more pill
To kill the pain
But it brings me back
To the hurt again (hurt again)
[Verse 2]
Boss called twice now
I let it ring
Mom left a message
I don't hear a thing
There by the sink
Is a half-read note
I fold it up
Like a sinking boat
[Pre-Chorus]
My name tastes bitter
On my own tongue
I was someone hopeful
Now I'm almost done
Still my hand moves first
Before my heart can think
To that little white circle
At the edge of the sink
[Chorus]
Just one more pill
One more lie
I keep on reaching
For a reason why
Just one more pill
To kill the pain
But it brings me back
To the hurt again (hurt again)
[Bridge]
If I make it through this
Will I still be me?
Or a shadow in the hallway
Begging to be free
I don't need a miracle
Just a little sun
And a way to tell my hands
The chasing's done
[Chorus]
Just one more pill
One more lie
I keep on reaching
For a reason why
Just one more pill
To kill the pain
But it brings me back
To the hurt again (hurt again)