Silent

Intro (Spoken – soft, broken)

I grew up

in a house full of voices

but somehow

none of them

called my name.

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Verse 1 (Poetic Rap)

I learned silence before I learned how to speak

Learned how to stay strong before I learned how to be weak

There were dinners on the table, lights on the wall

But nobody ever asked me

how I felt at all

I was present, but never chosen

Smiling, but quietly broken

Growing up between “later” and “be patient”

Learning early that love needs translation

Aku duduk di hujung cerita

Menunggu ayat yang tak pernah tiba

Nama aku ada dalam keluarga

Tapi rasa aku

selalu tersisa

Some nights I stared at the ceiling

Counting seconds, fighting the feeling

That if I disappeared for a while

Nothing in this room

would change its breathing

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Chorus (Nyanyian – BOOM, touching)

🎶

If love don’t call my name tonight

I’ll stay quiet, I’ll survive

I was raised by empty rooms

Still learning how to feel alive

🎶

Aku anak senyap

yang jarang diminta

Kalau kasih tak jumpa jalan

aku simpan saja

dalam dada

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Verse 2 (Poetic Rap – deeper, heavier)

I didn’t hate anyone, I just got tired

Of being strong when I never required

To be the adult, to swallow the pain

To pretend I was fine again and again

There was love, but it came with conditions

There was care, but no real permission

To fall apart, to cry out loud

So I learned to bleed

without making a sound

Aku jadi kuat bukan sebab mahu

Aku jadi kuat sebab itu perlu

Bila lemah tak pernah diberi ruang

Aku bina dinding

dari hati yang terkurung

I didn’t grow cold, I grew lonely

Called it strength so nobody would worry

I learned that being independent

Is what happens when nobody stays long enough

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Chorus (Repeat – Bigger)

🎶

If love don’t call my name tonight

I’ll stay quiet, I’ll survive

I was raised by empty rooms

Still learning how to feel alive

🎶

Aku anak senyap

tak pandai meminta

Kalau dunia lupa namaku

aku belajar

terima saja

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Bridge (Spoken – raw, honest)

Not every child is broken by silence…

Some are shaped by it.

Yang paling sakit

bukan ditinggalkan…

tapi

tak pernah benar-benar

dipeluk.

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Final Chorus (ANTHEM – FULL POWER)

🎶

I don’t ask for love anymore

I learned how to stand alone

From quiet nights and unanswered prayers

I built a heart made out of stone

🎶

Aku anak senyap

masih bernyawa

Dibesarkan oleh sepi

tapi aku tak padam

harapan

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Outro (Soft fade)

I wasn’t unloved…

I was just never held

the way a child should be.

Aku anak senyap.

Dan aku

masih di sini.

💔