Pick me

I’m a selfish lover,

Ain’t the way you want me to be.

If you choose—

Then choose her,

I’ll leave you entirely.

My heart still breaks for you,

Hurts

just like I got

Bad news.

And I’m hoping

This hurts you too,

’Cause she don’t love you

Like I love you.

Now you’re lying

Next to her skin to skin

While I’m drowning

In what could’ve been

But even if

It’s killing me—

If it kills me

I’d rather lose you

Than lose me

I can’t lose me

I ain’t yelling

From the sidelines

Pick me

Pick me

I’m With him

But it feels like

You’re with me

Tell him I like it

Ouu I’m so convincing

Convince me

I can’t convince me

try not to make it awkward

Filling up silence with

empty words and offers

Pretend I’m listening

But it’s in my eyes they’re drifting

Like love’s a game

Once you start to play

Hes the one

Im benching