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Echoes of silence, shadows whisper my name,

In the heart of this chaos, I’m caught in the game.

I’m OK but I’m broken, a mask on my face,

Drowning in emotions, lost in this place.

I’m fine but I’m dying, under the weight,

Breaking out all the okays, I can’t seal my fate.

When I’m called out on lying, you could neverrrrrr,

Would you everrrrrr see the ache that I'm carrying?

Feel the aches I feel, know the pain I steel,

Know the blood I spill, taste the hate you till.

See the despair I cry, know that I want to die!

I thought I was OK but I’m BROOOOKENNNN!

I’m breaking like the waves as they crash along the shore,

I’m drowning every day and I can't keep thrashing anymore.

Don’t want to drag you downnnnnnn, in this fading light,

Maybe I shouldn’t stay arounddddd, it feels so contrite.

When I’m called out on lying, can’t you hear my sigh?

You could neverrrrrr, would you everrrrrr really try?

Feel the aches I feel, know the pain I steel,

Know the blood I spill, taste the hate you till.

See the despair I cry, know that I want to die!

I thought I was OK but I’m BROOOOKENNNN!

In this night where shadows loom,

I’m lost in the echo of an empty room.

And if tears could turn to words, they’d break this hollow shell,

But my heart is screaming silently, in this broken spell.

Feel the aches I feel, know the pain I steel,

Know the blood I spill, taste the hate you till.

See the despair I cry, know that I want to die!

I thought I was OK but I’m BROOOOKENNNN!

So here I am, in the wreckage I'll remain,

A silhouette of sorrow, lost in endless pain.

I never meant to drown; I thought I’d learn to float,

But I’m OK, I’m just broken, on this sinking boat.