Stephanie Steph and me.

You reached out first and found me, came into my life so suddenly and then it was on with little effort.

We had so much in common and still had much left to learn much about each other.

We started out as friends and swore we would always be even if we didn’t work out as lovers. But now it just feels like that promise is only help up one sided, or maybe you just don’t understand what a friend is. Well here we are and I still love you, like I swore I always will, still treat you like a friend and still make it easy for you when it comes to you and me. I just wish you wouldn’t ignore the ease in which I still give up so freely to you in all that I am and all that I have. My love is apparently and obviously better that you will ever find or ever get from anyone else on this earth or in your life. Just as we were starting to gain momentum after all the battles life gave to us we were at the beginning of the best part of us and that’s when you couldn’t look forward with us. We had the world in our hands together. You must have gotten scared . Always looking at the past instead of working towards the future in the here and now. Now we must both grow old without any future worth looking forward too. This is where you want us so this is where we are.