[Intro]
I don’t feel numb, I just ache inside,
Tears I hide, nowhere to hide.
I keep it calm till the cracks all show,
I break in silence — no one knows.
(…no one knows…)
[Verse 1]
I want someone — but not just anyone,
I want a soul that won’t come undone.
Every shadow looks the same,
Every promise fades to pain.
And I whisper to the walls again,
“Why am I here? Why does it rain?”
(why does it rain… why does it rain…)
[Pre‑Chorus]
I try to smile, but it burns my face,
I’m tired of waiting for a safe place.
No arms, no voice, just air —
I’m reaching out, but no one’s there.
[Chorus]
So I cry, yeah I cry,
’Cause I can’t keep this inside.
All this noise, all this ache,
All this love I can’t remake.
You can’t see, but I swear —
I’m still here, just no one there.
(just no one there…)
[Verse 2]
Every night I stare at screens,
Empty faces, empty scenes.
They talk, they fade, they don’t stay,
They say “you’ll be fine” — walk away.
But I still hope, even when it hurts,
That someone might see the cracks, not the dirt.
(see me… just see me…)
[Bridge]
It explodes in tears, in pain I drown,
But somehow I rise before I’m down.
Broken, bleeding, still I stand —
I wipe my face with my own hand.
’Cause maybe that’s what living means,
To cry alone but keep the dream.
[Chorus]
So I cry, yeah I cry,
But I’m still breathing tonight.
All this ache, all this fire,
All this heart that won’t expire.
No one’s here, but I swear —
I still care, I’m still there.
(yeah… still there…)
[Outro]
I don’t feel numb, I just ache inside,
But I’m still alive… still alive.