Yeah…
Late nights, same thoughts
Quiet rooms get loud
I been sittin’ in my head, feelin’ low-key numb
Crowds all around me but I’m still alone
Phone light glowin’, but nobody home
I learned how to smile while my heart feels broke
Yeah, I learned how to smile while my heart feels broke
I don’t talk much now, I just think instead
Got a lot of weight that I keep in my chest
They say “you good?” and I say “yeah”
But I been losin’ sleep tryna clear my head
Everybody movin’, I’m stuck in place
Tryna find peace but I lost my way
I miss who I was before all the pain
Before I learned how to hide my face
I don’t need pity, I just need space
Too many thoughts I can’t erase
I been sittin’ in my head, feelin’ low-key numb
Crowds all around me but I’m still alone
Phone light glowin’, but nobody home
I learned how to smile while my heart feels broke
Yeah, I learned how to smile while my heart feels broke
Silent rides, windows down
City lights but my mind’s not around
Everyone says “time heals pain”
But time just taught me how to drown
I don’t cry now, I just stare
At the ceiling like it answers prayers
If I disappear for a little while
Would anybody even care?
I don’t hate life, I just feel tired
Tryna stay warm but I’m feelin’ wired
Heart so heavy but my voice so quiet
I carry pain but I don’t deny it
I been sittin’ in my head, feelin’ low-key numb
Crowds all around me but I’m still alone
Phone light glowin’, but nobody home
I learned how to smile while my heart feels broke
Yeah…
Quiet rooms get loud