What the fuck is wrong with people.

shes everything i ve wanted 
and everyrhing i need
i follow hwr while she takes the lead. 
anxious when she leaves 
i feel the relief when ahes right beside me. when she believes in our interweiving desires complete 
when we feel concrete and hit the sheets theres no reason to fret
i put my head on her chest and listen for the heart beat
its a treat to give her the security she deserves to see feeding her the sweet food she likes to eat. theres no retreat a confidence that you cant get beat. 
getting sweaty on a jetty
beach sand inbetween the toes she shows me shes ready. i already know. with that shine in her eyes. its all cherrys i could be burried alive dead and happy 
when she gets that glow in her complextion i feel destoned security in the direction that were heading. the anxiety starts shedding 
seeing a dream in the day in my head of watching you walk up the ile of our wedding. beheading all the regret no fretting just forgetting the bad and remembering the best. beautiful in that turqouise dress. 
yes
degress the stress and recess into our blessed bodys and press together get naughty i guess its best to pick uo the pieces after you make a mess. 
i posess the power to fix this. we get undressed and wxpose our weakness empowered by the beauty i caressyour finess to always stay strong even when depressed. i confess i am not perfect.but i cant express enough how much this is worth it.  Forgive me for the awful words I ve said. The thoughts I dread. I want to turn this upside-down instead and not do what we did and done before. 
For what. And what if
Or what
I wanna lift this above the floor and exist in an existence with youthats not torn. My real form. What you deserve me as. My true me. Myself. 
She sees me for more than wealth. 
More than anything else. 
I believe in unconditional love. 
The idea that we all fuck up. 
Am I doing the right thing. 
I guess I really am insane 

shes everything i ve wanted 
and everyrhing i need
i follow hwr while she takes the lead. 
anxious when she leaves 
i feel the relief when ahes right beside me. when she believes in our interweiving desires complete 
when we feel concrete and hit the sheets theres no reason to fret
i put my head on her chest and listen for the heart beat
its a treat to give her the security she deserves to see feeding her the sweet food she likes to eat. theres no retreat a confidence that you cant get beat. 
getting sweaty on a jetty
beach sand inbetween the toes she shows me shes ready. i already know. with that shine in her eyes. its all cherrys i could be burried alive dead and happy 
when she gets that glow in her complextion i feel destoned security in the direction that were heading. the anxiety starts shedding 
seeing a dream in the day in my head of watching you walk up the ile of our wedding. beheading all the regret no fretting just forgetting the bad and remembering the best. beautiful in that turqouise dress. 
yes
Yes. 
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo 

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