[Verse 1]
I count dishes in the sink
Like little signs I missed
Tired eyes in the mirror
Another day I fixed
The baby’s in my arms
And I’m barely holding on
The house feels split in two
Since the morning went so wrong
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m saying please
I’m saying stay
But every wall
Keeps shaking anyway
I need You now
I need You close
When I’m this low
I need You most
[Chorus]
God, hold me up
Hold me up
I’m not enough
I’m not enough
This broken home
This broken home
God, hold me up
Hold me up
[Verse 2]
He comes in with that fire
And the whole room learns to flinch
Words cut through the hallway
Like glass across my skin
I try to keep it gentle
For the little ones asleep
But I’m fighting for my heart now
And the ground is under me
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m saying please
I’m saying stay
But every wall
Keeps shaking anyway
I need You now
I need You close
When I’m this low
I need You most
[Chorus]
God, hold me up
Hold me up
I’m not enough
I’m not enough
This broken home
This broken home
God, hold me up
Hold me up
[Bridge]
If I’m a mother, hear me cry
If I’m a wife, don’t let me die
I am bruised, but I am here
I am still a soul in fear
Teach my hands to soften
Teach my voice to rise
When the war comes back tonight
Be the peace inside my life
[Final Chorus]
God, hold me up
Hold me up
I’m not enough
I’m not enough
This broken home
This broken home
God, hold me up
Hold me up
God, hold me up
Hold me up
I’m still here
I’m still here