Shy away away shy

Far away i have gone,don't i always leave,i always find a place to hide scared of getting hurt scared of getting close, i don't know really what i want,i just sometimes won't to be alone, I don't want to be misunderstood ,but i always happen to be,why can't i explain why, anyone don't listen it's like i don't have i voice, i wish could be close, i wish could be truth full, wish wouldn't hidde wish i would't be so scared to get close, wish I wouldn't shy away