Bad For Me (I Got Me Now)

Yeah…

If I’m being honest…

I stayed way too long tryna fix something that was never mine to fix…

I lost years tryna love you right…

But I finally see it now…

I told myself I’m done, I mean it this time

Deleted all your pics, cleared you off my mind

But the silence loud when you ain’t here

And I hate how I still want you near

Same cycle, different night

We break up, then we reunite

I say “leave,” you say “stay”

We go in circles every day

You pull me close just to push me away

Say you gon’ change but it’s just what you say

I see the signs, I don’t wanna replay

But I’m too tired to keep runnin’ away

I’m so tired of the back and forth

Love me now, then you ignore

In my heart but out the door

I can’t do this anymore

You so bad for me, I know

But I hate bein’ alone

Cold nights, no one to hold

This lonely feelin’ gettin’ old

I gave you time I can’t get back

All them years… yeah I feel that

Lovin’ you, I lost myself

Tryna be right for someone else

Stayed too long, I see it now

Kept my faith when I should’ve walked out

Built you up while I broke down

Smilin’ through it, but I’m done now

You say my name like it mean something

Then switch up like I mean nothing

I should leave, I keep frontin’

But I’m tired of feelin’ like I’m nothing

I’m so tired of the back and forth

Love me now, then you ignore

In my heart but out the door

I can’t do this anymore

You so bad for me, I know

But I hate bein’ alone

Cold nights, no one to hold

This lonely feelin’ gettin’ old

Wasted years on the wrong man

Tryna love you, you don’t understand

Gave my heart, gave my plans

Now I’m left with empty hands

I can’t get that time back

That’s the part that hurt the worst

All that love I poured in you

And you still put me last

And I still stayed…

Even when it broke me slow…

That’s the truth I had to face…

Before I let you go…

I’m so tired of the back and forth

Love me now, then you ignore

In my heart but out the door

I can’t do this anymore

You so bad for me, I know

But I had to let you go

Cold nights? I sleep alone

And I’m finally in control

Now I wake up and I breathe better

No more cryin’ over bad weather

I was stuck, now I see clearer

I was never supposed to keep you near me

I don’t chase, I don’t beg no more

I don’t wait by that same old door

You the lesson, not the love

I outgrew what I was scared of

You still stuck in your same ways

I outgrew that phase

I don’t break, I don’t stay

I just walk away

I’m so done with the back and forth

Love me now? I don’t want it no more

I found peace outside your door

And I can’t be yours anymore

You were bad for me, it’s true

But I found myself without you

Cold nights turned into truth

And I finally chose me too

I wasted years