Time over time, I come back to the start
I’m praised all the time, but I’ve locked up my heart
I’ve taken a test but got no results
It’s an open wound, and my minds adding salt
After alllll of this time think I found a conclusion
But broughtttt into lightttt it’s all a delusion) no
I open my eyes thinking I found the solution )
In the end it’s just my mind showing a illusions)
Placed on the top, for skills that arnt mine
Yet all that I have is endless time
Every step I take is in the wrong wayyyyy
I don’t want to leave but I can’t seem to stayyy
My life is a game but don’t know how to playyy
I’m told I’m able but can’t make the pain go awayyy
Can’t make the pain go away
No I can’t make it go away
Awaaaayyyyy
I wish for more but hold my self back
I’m not taking harm but I’m under attack
Nothing in my mind makes sense
But the rope inside is getting too tense
I kept them from falls as i hold up all their towers
Little they know I use them as walls to cower
They’ll see me stand tall but I know I have no power
Inside I am small even with all of my hours my hours
(Speed up)
What if I were free not bound by my degree
What if pushed forward held my own sword and
What if my own mind wasn’t lost with-wonders
What if I saw the sky instead of the thunder
But
Every step I take is in the wrong wayyyyy
I don’t want to leave but I can’t seem to stayyy
My life is a game but don’t know how to playyy
I’m told I’m able but can’t make the pain go awayyy
Go Away go away
No it won’t go away go away go away
So i Welcome you to my game
My world of endless pain
You can leave or you can stay
But please, just make, my pain go away