Verse 1
I’m tired of wonderin’ if I’ll ever feel like enough,
’Cause every time I heal a little, life comes callin’ my bluff.
Tryna move toward somethin’ better, but the past won’t bend,
It keeps whisperin’ in my ear like an unwelcome friend.
Verse 2
I know I ain’t perfect — nobody breathin’ is,
But damn, it’s sick thinkin’ ’bout the life that I missed.
All the pieces I traded just to keep egos fed,
While they left me in the cold with a wish and a thread.
I would’ve handed ’em the world — hell, I damn near did,
Built a home outta nothin’, let ’em live where my heart lived.
Wrapped my whole heart ’round ’em like a blanket that fit,
And they still turned around and treated me like spit.
Pre-Chorus
You call me crazy,
But I never deserved the way you chose to break me.
Verse 3
We’d been together now
For a while somehow,
But I still remember when we started —
Just like it was yesterday.
I came in fully hearted,
You just took it day by day.
I gave you all of me,
You gave me play.
I miss the way you claimed you loved me,
But I won’t hurt that same damn way.
Bridge
I know in your story
I’m the villain in the dark,
But you never once accounted
For how deep you cut my heart.
You swore you never did much wrong,
But I could only play your game so long
Before I finally realized
I wasn’t the only one that caught your eyes.
So I did what I had to do —
Ran fast as hell before you turned into
Somethin’ my heart believed it needed,
Somethin’ I’d stay for while I slowly bleeded
Ya
Chorus
You call me crazy
But i never deserved the way that you broke me
No no
And you already know
You aint the only one that did
Thats why it hurt me so bad
That you would still do me like that. Ohhh ohh
You didnt give a fuck about the chance i took
How much trauma and abuse i went through before you
Yeah you knew ive been livin a life straight outta a book
You acted like you was somethin that you wasnt
We just felt good to ya
And i fell just like fool would
And you only loved me till i was no good to ya
I know in your story
I’m the villain in the dark,
But you never once accounted
For how deep you cut my heart.
You swore you never did much wrong,
But I could only play your game so long
Before I finally realized
I wasn’t the only one that caught your eyes.
So i hurt you just as deep as you cut me
Yeah i made you see what happens when u choose to love your money
Paper and materialistic things can be gone like they were never here
But you can still get it all back in probably less than year
But the love i had for you
It dont ever come in two
Its hard to find
Like one of a kind
I gave you exactly what u wanted but you didnt want mine
So fuck you go twist your story to the next bitch who wants to love you but we both know you'll be lying
Good luck with the next but this time i aint buying
No!
Chorus
You call me crazy
But i never deserved
The way you broke me
You said you loved me
But you just played me
And now one day
you'll miss me, ya