Suicide survivor

[Verse 1]
Woke up in a warzone, head full of static
Swallowed down the pills like prayers, felt cinematic
Left a note that no one read,
Burned it just to feel again
Smiled like a ghost, but I was choking on the panic

[Pre-Chorus]
You ever scream into the void ’til it screams back?
Laughed at the reaper, told him “Not like that”

[Chorus]
I’m a suicide survivor, still fucked up inside
Built a throne out of my breakdowns, wear the pain with pride
Got a heart stitched up with barbed wire
But I light my own funeral pyre
Ashes in my veins—I’m a suicide survivor

[Verse 2]
Had a rope, had a blade, had a date with death
But I ghosted him, left that bitch on read
Yeah, I danced with demons, tongue full of spite
Now I spit venom just to stay alive

[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me I should smile more—nah, I bite
I’m the storm they warned you about at night

[Chorus]
I’m a suicide survivor, bleeding black and blue
Turned my scars into verses you can bleed to too
Got a soul that’s cracked but still on fire
Clawed out of hell, now I’m climbing higher
Middle finger to the past—I’m a suicide survivor

[Bridge]
No halo, no savior, just blood and grit
If I’m still here, I swear, you can handle it
Death tried to claim me, I called its bluff
Now I live loud ‘cause quiet was never enough

[Final Chorus]
I’m a suicide survivor, fucked up but free
Still got nights I fight to breathe, but I breathe
I don’t need to be fixed, I don’t need to be saved
Just need the space to misbehave
Burning brighter in the dark—I’m a suicide survivor

[Outro]
Not dead yet. Still dangerous.
Suicide survivor. Still venomous.

Dark pop, synth-pop, art pop, dream pop, and electropop, often incorporating indie, industrial, female voice