After I Lost You

(Verse 1)

I still remember the night I swore to stay

Told you my love would never walk away

But I messed it up, I broke what we had

Now I’m living with the weight of the past

I see your face in every place I go

Every little thing just reminds me so

I wish you knew that I’m not the same

I’d give my whole life just to change that day

(Pre-chorus)

I know I hurt you, I know it’s hard

But I’m still here holding all these scars

I’ll never run, I’ll never hide

My love’s still yours for all my life

(Chorus)

It’s nothing wrong in loving you

Even though I’m in pain I’ll blind myself

Your love could slain those broken things

I’m stuck in your paradise

If being in love with you was self-harm

Then I’d do it every night

(Verse 2)

I regret it all, the way I let you down

Now I’m empty, lost without your sound

I can’t move on, can’t play pretend

I just wait for the day you let me in again

The nights are long and the days don’t heal

I keep chasing a dream that still feels real

Even if my heart keeps breaking apart

I’ll keep my promise, I’ll guard your heart

(Pre-chorus)

I know I hurt you, I know it’s hard

But I’m still here holding all these scars

I’ll never run, I’ll never hide

My love’s still yours for all my life

(Chorus)

It’s nothing wrong in loving you

Even though I’m in pain I’ll blind myself

Your love could slain those broken things

I’m stuck in your paradise

If being in love with you was self-harm

Then I’d do it every night

(Bridge)

I miss the way you used to call my name

I miss the light before I caused the rain

Even if it takes a hundred years

I’ll wait for you through all the tears

(Outro)

it’s nothing wrong in loving you

but the mistakes i made will never fade

i know i can’t be forgiven that easy

and maybe you’ll never look my way again

but i’ll keep waiting, quietly,

’cause my heart never learned to let you go