[Intro] Fuck these thoughts in my head Fuck the pills by the bed Got a war in my chest And it’s begging to be fed (yeah) [Verse 1] Fuck these fucking thoughts They don’t pay rent, still they stay Tell me jump, tell me quit Tell me everyone’s fake anyway Fuck this “how you feel?” On a form, little box, little line You don’t want the real You just wanna sign and be fine Fuck “mental health” posters On a cracked clinic wall While I bleed in the bathroom Nobody answers the call Got a smile for the nurse Got a knot in my throat Keep a blade in my words Keep a rope in my notes Fuck this fake love “Sending prayers,” double tap, then they ghost They don’t know my scars Just the filters I post Kiss my pain, then they vanish Leave me blue, leave me damaged I been screaming in a crowd Every echo in Spanish (I don’t get it) [Chorus] Fuck this life, but I’m still here breathing Ashes in my lungs, but my heart keeps beating Middle fingers up, yeah, I curse my demons But I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes Break these chains ‘til the steel starts screaming Fire in my veins, every scar still gleaming System on my neck, but I’m done with pleading I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes [Verse 2] Fuck these POS donors Left a kid in the crib, then dipped You ain’t dad, you a rumor Just a ghost in a script Got your habits in my blood Got your silence in my name But I’ll burn that whole tree If it keeps feeding this shame Fuck living with cancer Every scan, every beep, every stare People talk like they know “Stay strong,” like I ain’t scared Hair in the sink Eyes in the sink Hope in the sink Doctor saying “we’ll see” And I’m scared to even blink Fuck the system Cold chairs, long lines, lost files Judge looks down from a throne Like my pain on trial Bills in a stack like a tower Rent due, lights cut, no power But if pressure makes diamonds I’m a whole damn shower [Chorus] Fuck this life, but I’m still here breathing Ashes in my lungs, but my heart keeps beating Middle fingers up, yeah, I curse my demons But I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes Break these chains ‘til the steel starts screaming Fire in my veins, every scar still gleaming System on my neck, but I’m done with pleading I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes [Bridge] Yeah, I said fuck it But I ain’t done yet (nah) If the reaper wanna dance Tell him cut me a check Turn my rage to a road Turn my hurt to a hymn If this world wanna drown me I’ll just learn how to swim (woah) [Chorus] Fuck this life, but I’m still here breathing Ashes in my lungs, but my heart keeps beating Middle fingers up, yeah, I curse my demons But I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes Break these chains ‘til the steel starts screaming Fire in my veins, every scar still gleaming System on my neck, but I’m done with pleading I’ma rise from these ashes, rise from these ashes

rap, Dark, aggressive hip-hop with male vocals; distorted 808s and grimy trap drums under a haunting minor-key piano loop. Verses tight and snarled, sitting up front in the mix with doubled vocals on key punchlines. Chorus widens with eerie vocal chants and sub-heavy drops, giving a cinematic rise-from-ruin energy. Final hook adds extra ad-libs and octave harmonies to sell the defiance., raw, fake

Ashes In My Lungs