House by the Sea

[Verse 1]
I’m back to dreaming love in 2D scenes,
Or running away with celebrities.
’Cause real love feels like a fantasy,
So I’d rather kiss the air than think you’re with me.
I tried pretending you were mine,
But you showed up as a darker sign.
Now every dream just turns to blue,
And I can’t keep rewriting you.
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna dream of a house by the sea,
You and me hurting playfully.
I don’t wanna drown in memories,
But I keep chasing what can’t be.
I don’t wanna cry, don’t wanna see…
Why you’re not choosing me.
[Verse 2]
You moved on fast, you look so fine,
While I’m rebuilding heart and spine.
Crashed so hard into the wall,
Watching all my future fall.
I can’t see past yesterday,
I don’t even know how to pray.
I’m not afraid, I’m just undone,
Carrying this weight I can’t outrun.
[Bridge]
Maybe one day I’ll forgive
All the dreams I tried to live.
Maybe one day I’ll be free
From the ghost of you and me.
[Chorus – bigger]
I don’t wanna dream of a house by the sea,
You and me hurting endlessly.
I don’t wanna drown in what could be,
But I keep lying to me.
I don’t wanna love this desperately…
But you’re still inside of me.
[Outro]
So I’ll let the tide erase your name,
Let the waves unlearn the pain.
No more castles in the air —
I’ll wake up…
Even if it’s unfair.

Emotional pop, rage, female voice deep, rock, hard rock, psychobilly