Got it in my head I really don't know what to say
They're calling me a monster now say I'm to blame
I really don't know what the hell the fan hits the wall
Spewing vile well the pile is fucking tall
Yeah? Well fuck 'em — they don't know shit but still drag our name
I'm the monster they painted, the one they love to shame
I really don't know what the hell went wrong in my brain
The fan hit the wall and now everything's stained
Doc, I'm sitting here shaking on this filthy couch again
You're looking through that beak like you can't believe what I became
They call me monster, say I'm to blame for the mess I made
But the pile of shit keeps growing taller every day
I really don't know what to say when the voices scream loud
Spewing vile from my mouth while the fan blades spin around
The shit hits and splatters, covers the walls in brown
Pile so fucking tall it's burying the whole damn town
You weak bitch, own it — you did this, you caused the crash
Now the doctor's beak is twitching, can't even hide the shock on his mask
I really don't know what the hell I was thinking back then
But the vile keeps spewing and the pile won't end
They point their fingers, call me monster, say I'm the root of pain
I stare at the floor 'cause I really don't know what to say
The fan hit the wall hard, now the room smells like decay
Spewing vile confessions while the pile grows every day
Doc, you look baffled, feathers ruffled, herbs burning fast
Can't believe another patient dropped this heavy, disgusting mass
I stitched corpses cleaner than the lies you just confessed
Humanity's a sewer but you take it to the next level of mess
I really don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do now
They're calling me monster, piling blame on my brow
The fan hit the wall, spewing vile all over the ground
The pile is fucking tall and it's pulling me down
Yeah you did it, dumbass — you built this mountain of rot
Now the plague doctor sits silent, can't even find the words to talk
I smile through the fog while the voices laugh and scream
Psychosis painting pictures in this never-ending dream
One wrong move...
and the fan hits the wall again
Spewing vile...
the pile is fucking tall my friend
So that's it Doc... that's the mess I made today
I really don't know what to say...
The monster they see is staring back at me
Another hit... mask slips...
Pile keeps growing...
See you next session...
Or maybe we bury it all.