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I been feeling like a ghost in my own skin
Same days loop like a track that won’t end
Cold air calling, yeah it knows my name
White trees whisper, “you don’t gotta stay the same”
Got a lighter in my pocket, and a head full of noise
World too loud, I just wanna destroy
Every thought that keeps me stuck in place
Wanna drift far out, let the silence take shape
I don’t need no crowd, no city lights
Just the hush of snow in the dead of night
Footprints fade, yeah I like that view
Like I never existed, like I never knew
Take me far where the snow don’t end
Roll another, let the smoke ascend
Pine trees tall like they guarding me
From the world I don’t wanna see
I’ma fade where it’s cold and still
Let the frost bite match how I feel
Disappear where the white sky stays
Smoke and snow till the end of days
Black hoodie in a world turned white
Ash falls soft like the snow tonight
Breath in clouds, yeah they look the same
Like my soul tryna leave through the flame
No phone, no name, no past to chase
Just frozen time in a quiet place
Every drag got me drifting slow
Further from everything I used to know
And I don’t feel lost when I’m out this far
Just me and the dark and a dying star
If I vanish here, would it matter then?
Or just melt away like the snow again
Take me far where the snow don’t end
Roll another, let the smoke ascend
Pine trees tall like they guarding me
From the world I don’t wanna see
I’ma fade where it’s cold and still
Let the frost bite match how I feel
Disappear where the white sky stays
Smoke and snow till the end of days
No more noise, no more pain
Just quiet falling like winter rain
If I stay here, I’ll be alright
Lost in the blur of gray and white
Yeah I’ll lay where the earth is cold
Let the silence finally take control
If you look for me, don’t try too hard
I’m just somewhere past the tree line, gone

R&B, lofi, dark rap