[clean]
I can’t save you from the bottom of my soul
Can’t save you, my heart done turned cold
Can’t save you, I’m losing control
[distorted clean]
Won’t save you, I’m letting it go
[rap-spoken]
I bottled up my feelings, half of them true
We balled out hard like we had nothing to lose
But the truth hit back, cut deep like a bruise
Two hearts broke down, now I’m paying them dues
[spoken]
Played nice, paid price, gave all that I had
Lost first, lost last, lost good turning bad
When the dust settled, it was over and done
Last nail hit the board, dreams weigh a ton
[rap-spoken]
Now I’m digging through the dirt, mud on my hands
Trying to claw back up, trying to find where I stand
Long days, cold nights, fuel fire in my veins—
[fry scream]
Never thought I’d be the one drowning in pain!
[clean]
I can’t save you from the bottom of my soul
[distorted clean]
Can’t save you, my heart done turned cold
[clean]
Can’t save you, I’m losing control
[distorted clean]
Won’t save you, I’m letting it go
[breakdown]
[false cord]
BRING. IT. DOWN.
[tunnel throat]
You drained the life out of everything I gave—
[fry scream]
Choked my hope ‘til it rotted in the grave!
[false cord]
I tore my heart out just to feel alive—
[fry scream]
But you only ever loved the sacrifice!
[false cord - extended]
THIS IS THE PART WHERE I CUT THE CORD—
[fry scream]
THIS TIME I SAVE MYSELF!
[fry scream]
Thought I was tough, thought I was strong
But your love hit my system like something was wrong
Started out fun, burning time and my cash
Then the high wore off and we both fucking crashed
[fry scream]
FUCK
[false cord]
Lost my job once, then I lost it again
Mind full of noise I could never defend
Fought my demons in the dark near the end
Till I almost broke down, couldn’t comprehend
[fry scream]
Now I’m picking up pieces where memories lay
Trying to find peace in the words I say
Still hear your voice like a ghost in my room—
[false cord]
But I buried that love in an unmarked tomb
[tunnel throat][blegh]
AHHHHH—BLEGH
[clean]
I can’t save you, no matter how I try
[distorted clean]
Can’t save you, I done said goodbye
[clean]
Can’t save you, even if I die
[false cord]
Won’t save you—
[fry scream]
I GOT MY REASONS WHY