Can’t save you

I can’t save you from the bottom of my soul

Can’t save you, my heart done turned cold

Can’t save you, I’m losing control

Won’t save you, I’m letting it go

I bottled up my feelings, half of them true

We balled out hard like we had nothing to lose

But the truth hit back, cut deep like a bruise

Two hearts broke down, now I’m paying them dues

Played nice, paid price, gave all that I had

Lost first, lost last, lost good turning bad

When the dust settled, it was over and done

Last nail hit the board, dreams weigh a ton

Now I’m digging through the dirt, mud on my hands

Trying to claw back up, trying to find where I stand

Long days, cold nights, fuel fire in my veins—

Never thought I’d be the one drowning in pain!

I can’t save you from the bottom of my soul

Can’t save you, my heart done turned cold

Can’t save you, I’m losing control

Won’t save you, I’m letting it go

BRING. IT. DOWN.

You drained the life out of everything I gave—

Choked my hope ‘til it rotted in the grave!

I tore my heart out just to feel alive—

But you only ever loved the sacrifice!

THIS IS THE PART WHERE I CUT THE CORD—

THIS TIME I SAVE MYSELF!

Thought I was tough, thought I was strong

But your love hit my system like something was wrong

Started out fun, burning time and my cash

Then the high wore off and we both fucking crashed

FUCK

Lost my job once, then I lost it again

Mind full of noise I could never defend

Fought my demons in the dark near the end

Till I almost broke down, couldn’t comprehend

Now I’m picking up pieces where memories lay

Trying to find peace in the words I say

Still hear your voice like a ghost in my room—

But I buried that love in an unmarked tomb

AHHHHH—BLEGH

I can’t save you, no matter how I try

Can’t save you, I done said goodbye

Can’t save you, even if I die

Won’t save you—

I GOT MY REASONS WHY