Beautiful Drugs (Jazz Mix)

[Intro]  
In a world of silence, I chase the high,  
When the love I had just passed me by.  
In the dark corners, I find my light,  
With a whisper of smoke, I can feel tonight.  
[Verse 1]  
Every face I trusted turned to stones,  
In a fragile heart, I carved my bones.  
Oxy's got me soaring, no more pain,  
Forget the storm, I'm dancing in the rain.  
[Pre-Chorus]  
They say I'm lost, but I found my way,  
In the haze of the night, I’m finally okay.  
As shadows linger, I chase the dream,  
With needles of fire and a cloudy gleam.  
[Chorus]  
Drugs, drugs, beautiful drugs,  
They catch me when I fall, like the warmest love,
They'll save your life, that’s what they say,  
But the scars of the past don’t just fade away.  
[Verse 2]  
Lortab whispers secrets of ecstasy,  
While Xanax calms the storm inside me.  
Heroin's embrace, a lover so sly,  
In the arms of this darkness, I learn to fly.  
[Pre-Chorus]  
Perfect lives judge from their golden thrones,  
While I’m here breaking down my bones.  
With a puff of premium, I float away,  
Just a little high to greet another day.  
[Chorus]  
Drugs, drugs, beautiful drugs,  
They catch me when I fall, like the warmest love,
They'll save your life, that’s what they say,  
But the scars of the past don’t just fade away.  
[Bridge]  
But I know deep down, this isn't the cure,  
With each rush I take, I feel less sure.  
Yet the emptiness calls me, a siren's song,  
In this chemical battle, I can't do wrong.  
[Outro]  
So here I stand, with my head held high,  
A soldier of shadows beneath the sky.  
If love's a drug, it’s the hardest to find,  
But in these beautiful drugs, I've left it behind.
[Chorus]  
Drugs, drugs, beautiful drugs,  
They catch me when I fall, like the warmest love,
They'll save your life, that’s what they say,  
But the scars of the past don’t just fade away.  

Somber Jazz Piano Rap with Slow Saxophone and Midnight Ambiance