Who knows?

In my black place where I tread, a secret dance I play,

Hiding behind a grin, where the light won't stray.

Family whispers echo, they’ll never know my fight,

As I bottle up the highs, searching for the light.

Oh, I wish I could be free, just a normal heart,

Cloaked in their expectations, tearing me apart.

But when the night calls out, I find my strength inside,

In the chaos of my mind, that’s where I reside.

Those perfect smiles they wear, I play the part so well,

In this hollow echo chamber, I cast my living spell.

Yet when the moon is shining, my demons come alive,

I'll scream into the silence, feel the rush, I thrive.

Oh, I wish I could be free, just a normal heart,

Cloaked in their expectations, tearing me apart.

But when the night calls out, I find my strength inside,

In the chaos of my mind, that’s where I reside.

With every breath I take, I’m bound yet crave to soar,

In this paradox we live, is there something more?

Eyes like storms, I’m raging, longing for the dawn,

But in this haunting dream, I’ll keep holding on.

Oh, I wish I could be free, just a normal heart,

Cloaked in their expectations, tearing me apart.

But when the night calls out, I find my strength inside,

In the chaos of my mind, that’s where I reside.