[Verse 1]
Curtains closed
Daylight still leaking through the folds
Phone face down
Blue dots
But they never stick around
Sink like stone
In a house that never feels like home
I talk to air
Answer back like somebody’s there
Just only my thoughts
[Chorus]
I’m so small in this quiet room
Big world outside
But it feels like doom
So why go outside if I can stay in this room
Every sunrise feels like another lie
Tell me why I’m even here
When there’s nobody near
I feel lonely just watching time go by
My fingers tips
[Verse 2]
Cold spoon
Cold meal from yesterday
Nothing has change
Same four walls
Same cracks that know my every mood
Smudged black paint
On a mirror that reflects my worst complaints
I hold my breath
Just to feel I’m alive
[Chorus]
What if I fade
And it’s nothing at all?
Just one less ghost in a city so tall
If I disappeared from the edge of the bed
Would anyone notice the dent where I slept?
I’m tracing scars with my fingertips
Scars that I know the story of
How they got there,
Silent storms sitting on my lips
If this is living
Then why’s it feel
Like I’m standing on the edge
Trying not to feel?
Why I belong here
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