It’s Me Against Me (Couples Therapy)

[intro]
self care girl
I ghosted that
told myself
I was gonna
calm down
and fucking meditate
that shit lasted but
twelve fuckin seconds
I pushed myself
too damn hard
the other day
now Im back
in front of this
therapist arguin with
myself again
to chill the fuck out
before I walk out
this office
over all the
damage
I did to my own
trust

[chorus]
here I am tryin again
here I am lyin again
Im loyal to everyone else
but always cheating on
myself
welcome to me
against me
couples therapy

[verse 1]
therapist told me
to start talking
nicer to myself
just this morning
when
I was getting
ready
I was
sure to call myself
ugly
its like I say
shit like that
just to test me
I read the other
day not to compare
yourself
but here I am
wondering why
my tits aint
as big
as this bitch
Im eyeballin
from checkout
oo woo or whatever

[verse 2]
promised myself I
would stop blowin
up in your face
ignored that shit
and grabbed
the megaphone
now Im
calling up the
therapist
on the celly
just to tell her
I been at it again
makin slights
trying to bring up
the same old
fight
SHE SAID
BE NICE
I SAID
MAYBE
TOMORROW

[chorus]
here I am tryin again
here I am lyin again
Im loyal to everyone else
but always cheating on
myself
welcome to me
against me
couples therapy

[verse 3]
I really have
been
trying to
slow
it
down
and meditate
I CANT EVEN
COMMIT TO
BREATHING RIGHT
Im always letting
my thoughts
take control
they love spinnin
down
rabbit holes
my therapist already
knows its me
beefin
with me again
MY THERAPIST CLOCKED THE EYE ROLL
I GAVE
MYSELF
then wrote that shit down

[bridge]
my therapist
keeps remindin me
this is basically
couples counseling
cuz apparently
Im dating my own
bullshit at this point

[chorus]
here I am tryin again
here I am lyin again
Im loyal to everyone else
but always cheating on
myself
welcome to me
against me
couples therapy

[outro]
here I am tryin again
here I am lyin again
Im loyal to everyone else
but always cheating on
myself
welcome to me
against me
couples therapy

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