Headspace

Verse 1]

Lotta things I’m trying to change

But I keep slipping back

Same old weight on my shoulders

Same old crack in the black

I smile in the daylight

Then I fall apart at night

Hold my breath in the bathroom

Try to make myself alright

Crying every night

I swear I’m doing my best

Praying for a change

With this ache in my chest

I keep knocking, knocking

But the silence won’t leave

And I’m tired of the loop

That keeps pulling me under me

Right headspace, right headspace

I need the right headspace

Darkness at my door

And I don’t want this place

Right headspace, right headspace

Say it till it stays

Darkness at my door

But I’m reaching for a way

I been hiding my damage

Under clean little lines

Tell the world I’m fine

While I’m losing my mind

Got a phone full of voices

And I still feel alone

Even with a full house

I feel cold to the bone

Crying every night

I swear I’m doing my best

Praying for a change

With this ache in my chest

I keep knocking, knocking

But the silence won’t leave

And I’m tired of the loop

That keeps pulling me under me

Right headspace, right headspace

I need the right headspace

Darkness at my door

And I don’t want this place

Right headspace, right headspace

Say it till it stays

Darkness at my door

But I’m reaching for a way

If I take one small step

Can I break this spell?

If I say my own name

Can I save myself?

I don’t need the whole sun

Just a crack in the gray

Just enough light

To make it through today

Right headspace, right headspace

I need the right headspace

Darkness at my door

But I’m not done with grace

Right headspace, right headspace

Say it till it stays

Darkness at my door

I’m still reaching for a way