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Ahhh
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Verse 1
I feel empty, like my heart turned to stone,
used to feel alive, now I’m on my own.
He took my smile, my time, my voice,
my freedom, my body, my right to choose.
Piece by piece, he wore me down,
left me standing here, afraid I’ll drown.
I ask myself why I stayed so long,
why I called it love when it felt so wrong.
Pre-Chorus
Was it fear that held me tight,
or hope that things would change one night?
I lost myself just trying to stay,
now I don’t know how to walk away.
Hook / Chorus
I scream so quietly, nobody knows
I smile in the light while I’m bleeding in ghosts
I scream so quietly, losing control
Still here, still fighting, still holding my soul
Verse 2
I learned to bend, I learned to give,
learned how to survive, not how to live.
I learned to please, not how to say no,
mistook control for love I know.
I smile, I function, I play my part,
but I’m walking around with a fractured heart.
Everyone sees strength, nobody sees
how close I am to breaking me.
Rap / Bridge
I carry the weight, I carry the blame,
teach myself silence, teach myself pain.
I keep it together, I don’t let it show,
but I’m tired of acting like I don’t know.
I burn on the inside, calm on the skin,
a war in my head that I’m fighting within.
I don’t need saving, I need to be heard,
I’m more than the damage, more than his words.
Hook / Chorus
I scream so quietly, nobody knows
I smile in the light while I’m bleeding in ghosts
I scream so quietly, losing control
Still here, still fighting, still holding my soul
Outro
I know life cuts deep, I know it leaves scars,
but I’m still breathing under the stars.
This is my truth, my voice, my fight,
broken and hurting, but still alive.
Maybe one day I’ll rise and feel free—
but tonight remember this:
I’m still me.