[Verse 1]
I wake up in a cold sweat, heart in a cage
Thoughts like razors, cuttin’ through the page
Every friend turned ghost, I’m the one they erased
Left behind in the storm, not a soul I can face
All these voices in my head, they don’t ever let go
Tell me I’m worthless, tell me I’m alone
Tryna fake a smile but it breaks my bones
Sick of bein’ strong when I’m on my own
Everyone said they’d stay, but they all disappeared
Now I’m stuck with these scars and my growing fears
Am I too much? Or just not enough?
Even love turns cold when the world gets rough
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[Chorus]
Welcome to my demons’ nightmare
Where nobody cares, and nobody’s there
I scream for help but it fades in the air
Is it me or the pain that they all wanna spare?
I’m fallin’ through the cracks, can’t feel the light
Left for dead in the middle of the night
All this hurt got me questionin’ life
Don’t know if they want me, or just like the lie…
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[Verse 2]
They say “hit me up,” but they never reply
I could vanish today, would they even ask why?
Tired of the fake, tired of the smiles
Tired of walkin’ this road for miles
Got no map, got no one to call
Just my shadow and the voices that crawl
Every step I take, I feel less alive
This ain’t livin’ — just tryna survive
I tried to fit in, I tried to be right
But I’m always the ghost at the edge of their life
They don’t see the war that I fight each night
They just look away when I’m not alright
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[Chorus]
Welcome to my demons’ nightmare
Where nobody cares, and nobody’s there
I scream for help but it fades in the air
Is it me or the pain that they all wanna spare?
I’m fallin’ through the cracks, can’t feel the light
Left for dead in the middle of the night
All this hurt got me questionin’ life
Don’t know if they want me, or just like the lie…
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[Bridge]
Tell me: if I was gone, would you notice the dark?
Or would I fade out just like the spark?
I’m tired of askin’ if I even belong
Guess bein’ broken is where I’ve been strong
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[Outro]
Demons whisper, they call me by name
Tell me I’m nothin’, but I’m used to the pain
404 Leon, lost in the flame
But maybe bein’ lost is part of the game…
404Leon
