[Verse 1]
Empty bottle on my dresser
Phone light on, but I don't text her
Scrolling through my own disasters
Heart beating like it's going faster
Uber home, head on the window
Rain on the glass like a slideshow
Every thought say "boy, you won't grow"
Every voice in my skull goes, "let go"
But then her name pop up on the screen
Little heart emoji in between
Says, "you good?" like she really see
All the cracks that I hide in me (yeah)
[Chorus]
Overdose on the hate I hide
Every night wanna quit my life
But I got this cute girl by my side
She the one thing keeping me alive
When I'm lost in the dark inside
She the hand that cuts through my mind
Overdose on the hate I hide
But I got this cute girl by my side (yeah, yeah)
[Verse 2]
FaceTime late, she in her hoodie
Messy hair, laughing, saying, "you goofy"
I tell her I'm tired of the movie
Same scene replaying, it's spooky
She say, "breathe, count it out, two-three
You ain't what your worst thoughts say, believe me"
Says, "promise me tomorrow you'll see me"
So I circle that date like a treaty
Got scars that the mirror keep showing
Got plans that I keep postponing
But her little notes in my wallet
Say, "stay, even when it's all falling" (stay)
[Chorus]
Overdose on the hate I hide
Every night wanna quit my life
But I got this cute girl by my side
She the one thing keeping me alive
When I'm lost in the dark inside
She the hand that cuts through my mind
Overdose on the hate I hide
But I got this cute girl by my side (by my side)
[Bridge]
Yeah, I been dancing on the edge, two steps from gone (two steps)
Thinking 'bout the ledge every time I'm alone
But she send selfies, tongue out, saying, "answer your phone"
And I remember there’s a reason I ain't turning to stone
[Chorus]
Overdose on the hate I hide
Every night wanna quit my life
But I got this cute girl by my side
She the one thing keeping me alive
When I'm lost in the dark inside
She the hand that cuts through my mind
Overdose on the hate I hide
But I got this cute girl by my side