You wish

Don’t follow me.

Don’t copy me.

Don’t even breathe near me.

It might bite.

I woke up feelin’ like violence in a velvet robe,

bit down on a fake gold chain 'til my gums bled hope.

Switch gears mid-prayer, say “amen” then laugh,

put the car in reverse and drive through my past.

Too clean?

I’ll stain it.

Too safe?

I’ll break it.

I don’t flirt with chaos —

I ghostride it naked.

"YOU WISH YOU WERE CRAZY LIKE ME"

They said “take a breath.”

I took a molotov.

They said “let it go.”

I made a sculpture out of spite and cough drops.

Art school dropout,

life school burnout,

I drink from the faucet of my own doubt.

This ain’t music —

this a seizure in surround sound.

This a heart warming note

written in mushroom cloud font.

YOU WISH you could feel this numb.

YOU WISH you could fake this fun.

YOU WISH you could snap like I snap —

Then sleep like a saint while the walls collapse.

Heartbeat like a chainsaw…

Thoughts spiral in Morse code…

If I vanish mid-sentence,

tell ‘em: "he just overflowed."

I’m not stable.

I’m not broken.

I’m not yours.

I’m not spoken.

You can quote me wrong —

it still sounds right.

I glitch like god

on a bad night.